I Love It When A Plan Come Together

So, the day is almost near and we are very weary of waiting, but feel a little rushed to get all our stuff done. Okay, here is a brief checklist.

• Find a renter for our condo -Check!
• Find a place to live in Napa- Check!
• Try to make everyone happy- No Check???

What it comes down to is that not everyone is going to be happy about our little adventure. Some family and friends will never be happy with us unless we are dragged along by a chain hooked to a collar. We do not like making people sad. Please believe me when I say this. But we also realize that it is not us as much as our daughter that they are going to miss. We will miss them, too. I am scared most of all. I am especially worried about Sundays. Sundays are visiting days when we visit with our family. Granted, most of my family lives far away, but my parents, and sister Tina's family still come by each Sunday. I know that I will probably cry, as I have been on a weekly basis since we decided to move, but that will make visiting with them just that much more appreciated.

And just for clarification, moving was actually my idea. It may not sound like it with the crying jags, but I was the one offered the job and I was the one that accepted it. I was neither talked into or cohersed by my spouse. I am just ready for a quieter life. I don't want to spend everyday fight with people on the road, or with noise and too many lights. I want to write again, and maybe put that scrapbook together of my wedding day that I've been meaning to do. I just want a little bit more quality in my life, and I am hoping that moving to a smaller place, where there are less distractions will help me to accomplish this. I suppose we'll see. I don't know. Perhaps it will be all the same. I'm just trying to do what is best for me, Chris and especially for Lenore, Zeke, Chulula and all of our other children that will come to us in the future.